Questions of A Truth Seeker

God you are sovereign. But what happens if your book says I go left, but my feet go right? Is this your will that I change courses in the night? Or did you just know which path I would take but didn't predestine my journey that's made? How does it work? Did you choose me or I you? I want to follow you in all I do. But I am forced to ask these questions now. I want to know what, when, who, where and how. Show me your ways, let me bask in your light. Maybe all I've ever know is that I'm fighting the good fight.

Bliss

Catch me, reel me in and clothe me,
I have been swimming naked and cold, in these waters for too long.
They've stripped me, taken all I have and now I'm caught in the rapids.

But You will not abandon me to the grave,
Your words are sweet and Your saving hand is gentle.
You are quick to save me. Because you knew.
Rising from the ashes with eyes of fire, You opened the Kingdom for sinners

I ran, scared, my heart continues to jump endlessly.
Who Am I?
Who Am I?

You met me at my hiding place.
Your mercy held me down, Your love consumed me, and I was set free.

This new creation I am, free to dance on your hilltops.
Free to be embraced by the Creator of the Heavens.
I laugh; joy has spread to my heart and sorrow will not overtake me.

Colour Me

Search me Oh Mighty King who cares for me.
Glide through my veins, perfecting every heart flow.
Colour me love. Colour me strength.
Colour me simple and sweet, delightful and full.
Colour me laughter, but let me not forget the
Quietness that Your presence holds.
Let me not forget the love you whisper when I come to You.
Colour me Your daughter and Your child.
Colour me love.

The Reckoning

The clouds I see grey blue and cold that come.

As life’s rude choke sweeps in and out like thieves.

"It’s not to be reckoned!" those loud mouths say.

For We are mist that fades within our fleshy perish. 

No asking why, wipe bitter tears away.

See, who is man that Light would shine at all?